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Of pájaros

I like to write. I guess that’s a little obvious since I obviously have this blog, but anyways, I also like writing poetry. Normally, I don’t like showing what I wrote just because how personal it can be and I’m not sure whether it’s presentable or not.

I’ve been taking a creative writing class, and I realised that it’s OK to be not perfect, etc. I’ve become a lot more confident with what I have to offer, so here’s something little I wrote. It’s a bilingual poem in English and Spanish, and I wrote it on a whim, like most of the situations I write. I’m trilingual, but I figured three languages at once would take too much of me!

Without further ado:

Of pájaros

I came here hoy
looking for un amigo que
me pudiera conocer but
in this mundo moderno
no one gives no joda de
other gente.

Es más fácil to say
¡déjala! but that’s only
lo que digo. La verdad
es that in this testaruda
estoy girando crazily
hasta que alguien takes me.

Es increíble how I hear
lo que no ha dicho
en esta echoing
wave que
nunca duerme but
sigue screeching for aire.

Por eso volví to my room
Dejected y lista to quedarse in mi
cama para olvidar a day that fue
sin éxito como any other día
but then I heard el
pajarrito llorar.

¿De lágrimas o cantar?
I do not know en cúal
pensé but even till ahora
me pregunto si I am
crying or singing este
ritmo que keeps on
haunting mi lado.

********************

Today, I find este lugar otra vez
no por encontrar a friend,
because ya lo sé que
en este modern world
a nadie le importa
even a small carajo
de other gente.

Entonces me preguntas why I find
este lugar? Supongo que I will know
la repuesta once I know whether
el pajarrito canta o sí.

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iBreathe

Well, I survived several tough weeks. I planned on writing a new-year/new-semester post, but obviously the newness evolved a little quicker than I thought, so here I am finally. Rather than an entire post on excuses of being negligent, I’ll just proceed.

1. First is first, READING!

Over the short winter break, I actually did get a lot of reading done than I thought. I suppose my brain, deprived from non-technical writing, lunged onto my ever-beautiful library at home. Here is the list.

iRead:

  • JK Rowling’s Harry Potter Series.
  • Roald Dahl’s Charlie and the Chocolate Factory
  • Roald Dahl’s The Collection of Short Stories
  • and part of:

  • Jostein Gaarder’s Sophie’s World (I never seem to finish this book.)
  • _

    I unabashedly re-read the entire HP series. Easy plot, quick read and instant satisfaction. I got into the whole audio book fad (mostly for Dr. Seuss and Roald Dahl’s children books.) over break because I traveled quite a deal (Motion sickness = my nemesis) and it allowed my tired eyes to rest.  Now that school has started again, I haven’t had time to read much (five labs/week!) but science text books, of course, more notes and lab manuals, but I’m taking a creative writing class as a stress-reliever, so I haven’t completely severed myself from the dark side. Maybe I’ll post something that I wrote one of these days, so keep an eye out!

    2. If I could play seer

    Last semester, I busied myself by applying to pharmacy school and trying to survive. The cacophonous and rather-blackened-out agenda paid off quite well! I’ve received interviews from all of the schools I applied, and I’m really excited about visiting them! I already interviewed with one of my top choices, and I fell in love with the school even more. Another big interview is coming up soon, so keep your fingers crossed!

    Having to apply to school and correspond with the school faculty have re-convinced me of why I’m pursuing this profession. I won’t bore you by some speech, but despite the stress, the competition with the applicant pool and the countless number of exams, papers, quizzes, et cetera, I think I made a fantastic choice. Though it’s a longer course of study, I’ve been actually thinking about continuing education after, but we’ll choose the door when I see the rectangular frames.

    3. Yoga

    We had to do yoga in high school PE; I despised it. No joke, I thought it soporific and lame at the best. Perhaps a change in mentality, personal interest, or even age (and more wisdom, eh?), but now je l’adore! Last semester tired me tremendously in so many ways, and I decided that I would take a few more steps (or less strenuous ones) to enjoy what I have and love life for its simplicity I so often seem to miss. My friends know very well that despite my happy, and almost flippant façade, I do have a lava pool of thoughts ready to rupture… and I guarantee you that lava can be very deadly hot.

    Anyways, I’ve observed that after starting yoga, I do not hyperactivate as much. I do not give yoga all the credit for this demeanor. Better time management and better stress management. Obviously, I enjoy writing, so I try to fit that in here and there (and yusssss, the blog serves as a form of anti-drug.), I started singing again, etc, but yoga does help a lot. A lot of my shoulder and back pain have been diminished, and to be honest, a lot of the time, I don’t even feel it any more. And, I promise on my secrete stash of chocolate in my room, that’s taken away a huge portion of my illogical stress.

    While it’s too early for me to swoon for yoga, hopefully I can keep this calm, but happy, demeanour up this semester.

    4. Anemia&Hypotension….

    SUCKS! and let me introduce you to a devil: 1,3,7-trimethyl- 1H-purine- 2,6(3H,7H)-dione.

    also commonly known as: caffeine. It often takes the form of coffee, Monster and cappuccinos from Starbucks.

    Caffeine is obviously a stimulant; it stimulates both the nervous and the cardiovascular system (a.k.a. your nerves and your heart.) That’s why caffeine wakes you up (them β-1 receptors) and increases your heart beat. Get it? Good.

    While there seems to be distrust and speculation widely held by the medical community of whether caffeine is a diuretic or not, I just say it depends on who you are. If I drink even a small cup of milk coffee, I bounce off the walls and seem to miss the toilet a lot. But if one of my guy friends (who has larger body mass) has a pot of coffee, he just continues on with his life just like any other day.

    Since I don’t drink coffee often (I stay at least a mile away from energy drinks), the effects are obviously magnified on me.  Though this won’t be the case for everyone, this is what happens to me. Here I present you a beautiful numbered systematic thought process:

    1. Caffeine intake.
    2. Urine output increases. The heart rate (HR) increases alongside,
    3. blood volume (BV) falls
    4. BV falls, so cardiac output (CO) decreases. The HR increases even more to maintain CO levels [the body needs a constant amount of blood flow].               **In my case, the BV decrease seems to mask the HR’s attempts…
    5. chest (pectoral) pain due to too rigorous heart activity. Also, due to BV decreasing, less blood to brain and anemia is magnified.

    Thus, next time you drink coffee, if your anemic AND hypotensive, think again! [I obviously need to mention a disclaimer! So here's one: you're responsible for your own actions. I'm a student IN SCHOOL, and most likely younger than you are, and even if I'm not, you should follow your doctor's advice, not mine. If you do, and you stay away from coffee, etc, and you go psychotic, that is not my fault, but yours.]

    But really, I think it makes sense, anyone have a better idea about my chest pain that follows my extreme caffeine intake? [FYI, I have normal heart beat, etc. Got it checked at the hospital.] The floor is open now.

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    Jazzing Up Personal College Life

    I’ve been thinking about my new room for 2008-09, mainly, how I should jazz it up and still keep it green and economic. My first year’s dorm sufficed my needs: it contained a lofted bed, a desk and a roommate. This year, I want to make it a little bit homier. My room’s bigger, so I’m not sure whether to loft or not. Unlike my freshman year, this year, I want to have some more time to myself. My life consisted of school, student organizations, a LOT more studying and the rest went to friends. While,I adore my friends, I get frustrated with the endless go go atmosphere.

    So here are some ideas I came up with some exciting ideas:

    1. Get An Aquarium: Exciting! I love fish and I specifically wanted a Betta splenden, or Siamese Fighting Fish. Not only are their flowing fins beautiful, they are supposed to be one of the hardier and easier fish to keep. So I avidly researched stuff and even compiled a list of things to buy and almost hit the order button. But then I paused. I live in South Korea during the summers and winters; that’s at least a third of a year that I couldn’t take care of it. The fee for maintaining the fish and starting the aquarium was high. I do have the money, but honestly, I could find better usages for it. Get An Aquarium fails.
    2. Project Scuba Dive: I’ve been long fascinated with this underwater pastime since a good friend in 4F (9th grade in the American system, my pseudo-8th grade year) is a scuba diver. Besides that, I’ve always loved water and the ocean. There’s a Scuba Club at Purdue, so I was like, GREAT! I researched this avidly, too, and was super-duper pumped. The certification fee for the diving certification is great: only $250. BUT I definitely don’t have the heart to just spend over $300 (I need to buy basic equipment, too) of my parents money for a whim, so I’m postponing this idea till next year, when I have more of my own money. So Project Scuba Dive.
    3. Go Artsy/Crafty: I crochet, knit, knot (macramé, y’all), cross-stitch, used to go to art school and enjoy clay and sculpting activities. A lot of the stuff I do don’t even cost much, and are environmentally and wallet-friendly. I won’t be spewing out Irish Fisherman Aran sweaters or crochet hyperbolic planes, but probably more immediate projects like macramé or friendship bracelets and/or pick up polymer clay sculpting again. Also, I lost all of my hats and ear warmers, so I can easily just knit or crochet one up when need be. I hate Indiana winters; I feel like my ears are about to sawed off cell by cell, and after that unpleasant sensation, I get an intense migraine, and I desperately do not need another reason to take more ibuprofen products. I’m going to try some more recycle/reuse things, if I need anything. So Go Artsy/Crafty, most likely.
    4. Go green!: I mean, literally, not that I don’t think going green is cool (see my previous post), but have plants in the room! I’m no green thumb, but they smell good and many are low-maintenance. On top of that, they’re cheep, good for the dorm air and a serene side project to keep me occupied when I need a vacation from life. Maybe a aloe plant, since I like how they look and smell. Apparently, they give out salicylates and magnesium lactate which will help prevent bronchitis, allergies and sinusitis, and as I am the queen of allergies during dust season, maybe the plant can serve as my anti-drug. I’ll probably get a pup in a larger pot, and then watch it grow. I’ve been thinking about starting from some herb seeds, but I guess it depends if I can keep up with one plant first. So, I guess I’m really going GREEN.

    So this is so far what I’ve come up with. Any ideas, y’all?

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    Why, hello, Blog.

    This is my blog. It’s kinda like my diary or scrap book. I don’t think it’s going to have one specific theme. It’ll probably dart from one subject to another since I get excited about many things. Then it might go on hibernation. I’m just sporadic and random like that.

    Anyways, summer in Korea is surprisingly going very, very well. Just getting ready for another hectic academic year and taking it slow with the family. I guess I’m relearning how amazing of people my parents are. My brother’s pretty cool, too. It’s a lazy summer, but with some good yields I can’t complain about. I went to an aquarium in Seoul and am going rafting next Saturday as my birthday present… on my birthday! Super excited. Anyways, I’ve made two thread anklets since they’re not really demanding and did some origami. I wish I could crochet, but I left my hooks at school… somewhere. I don’t really have any ingenious philosophical things to write about because right now; I just feel like rambling.

    I think I’m going to slowly, very slowly update this blog. No obligations on any sides; just a cathartic medium for myself.

    So, hello, blog. And, dear me, hello, World, didn’t see you there.

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