Archive for March, 2009

Of The Map Uncharted

I’m in college. I have a major called pre-pharmacy, and my problem and joy is that I’m doing it in two years while other people tend to do it in 3+ years.  This means pain. Lots of.

Speaking of pre-pharmacy, I need to let this out:

I’ve been accepted by one of my top choices!

but I’m waiting to make the decision till Spring Break and after I hear from my other top choice. Once this whole process is over, I’ll let you guys know more, but I’ve applied to five schools (all ranked; all +40 ), was offered interviews from all of them, but we’ll see how my future turns out after this semester. I turned down three interviews because I got into Iowa and since two were them were not the best match (the third, University of Illinois-Chicago was awesome, but that would be quite a wait, and there are decisions to be made!).

So actually, I obviously didn’t finish that post, but I’m going to finish it short and sweet, if that’s possible for me. I finally heard back from my own school, and…..

For those that have a life and don’t know what it is, I’ve been accepted to Purdue’s School of Pharmacy and Pharmaceutical Science’s Doctor of Pharmacy program as well!

I have till this Friday to make the big decision. I’ll let you know.

AND just six weeks till liberation! I can’t wait to go back home!

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Of pájaros

I like to write. I guess that’s a little obvious since I obviously have this blog, but anyways, I also like writing poetry. Normally, I don’t like showing what I wrote just because how personal it can be and I’m not sure whether it’s presentable or not.

I’ve been taking a creative writing class, and I realised that it’s OK to be not perfect, etc. I’ve become a lot more confident with what I have to offer, so here’s something little I wrote. It’s a bilingual poem in English and Spanish, and I wrote it on a whim, like most of the situations I write. I’m trilingual, but I figured three languages at once would take too much of me!

Without further ado:

Of pájaros

I came here hoy
looking for un amigo que
me pudiera conocer but
in this mundo moderno
no one gives no joda de
other gente.

Es más fácil to say
¡déjala! but that’s only
lo que digo. La verdad
es that in this testaruda
estoy girando crazily
hasta que alguien takes me.

Es increíble how I hear
lo que no ha dicho
en esta echoing
wave que
nunca duerme but
sigue screeching for aire.

Por eso volví to my room
Dejected y lista to quedarse in mi
cama para olvidar a day that fue
sin éxito como any other día
but then I heard el
pajarrito llorar.

¿De lágrimas o cantar?
I do not know en cúal
pensé but even till ahora
me pregunto si I am
crying or singing este
ritmo que keeps on
haunting mi lado.

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Today, I find este lugar otra vez
no por encontrar a friend,
because ya lo sé que
en este modern world
a nadie le importa
even a small carajo
de other gente.

Entonces me preguntas why I find
este lugar? Supongo que I will know
la repuesta once I know whether
el pajarrito canta o sí.

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The Daily Stroll

While I’m not a fashionista, I still love seeing the different trends, the make-up, the different aura that the new lines present every season. I definitely do NOT keep up with the new trends – I don’t have time or the energy (or the $$) for that. But what I love most about new seasons is seeing the mixed combinations: the vintage with the nouveau; iciness with warmth; classique with moderne. In other words, what an individual has to project when he or she views as beautiful. I don’t dislike straight up Runway, Vogue or Glamour looks (well, at least not on models), but I do believe that as an individual, we have something so much more tangible and individual to offer than maybe even the late Christian Dior. (I’m not hating on CD; my shades are from CD.)

I attend college, and with my major, I honestly don’t have much time to myself. My routine is quite simple: rise, wash face, brush teeth, mouth wash, lotion, breakfast (if I have time; usually I snatch a few granola bars), coffee, class till I drop, rise miraculously and somehow attend meetings, study, somehow fit in lunch and dinner, drink some carbonated drinks for the caffeine and study till my brain finally melts away. I recently realised that a stressful life isn’t all that I could have. I can’t always be ‘go-go-go!’. I’ve been trying harder balance work and play a little bit more this semester, and I’m a happier person now. Anyways, what I was getting to that is I enjoy life a little more. A few weeks ago, my friend invited me to this Mary Kay facial event thing, and for the first time in my life, I learned how to actually apply make up. And guess what.

I ADORE IT.

I don’t need foundation or blush really, but I’ve always wanted to experiment with eyes and lips (the you-want-what-you-don’t-have mentality). So, of course I had to invest just a little to experiment:

Just basics of the basics . I really want to get a eye shadow palette and a maybe a lip palette, but I guess that’ll have to wait. I’d love to invest in L’Oreal. My mother uses L’Oreal, Clinique and Lancôme, and I’ve always loved their vividness and intensity.

The picture on the left is me with mascara + eyeliner and the one on the right is me without anything. Granted, the comparison isn’t the best, but regardless of that it’s so visible that the  mascara gives so much more definition, and eso me gusta.

Makeup reminds me of painting so much, I love it. Your face is your canvas, your makeup your tools, and you can make anything out of it.

How does this all tie in? I guess I wouldn’t mind changing my daily look a little bit. I’m not saying I’m going to do a makeover every day, but I could lose the sweats. I have a more olive-y darker skin tone, and to complement this (and look professional, a lot of wardrobe is dedicated to herringbone print and pinstripes, black-gray-brown tones style (and yes, cable sweaters and vests). That said, I must admit that I do own some crazy print shirts and dresses from Oilily and other places. (LOVE THEM).  I love to mix and match!

What does fashion mean to me? Some people imbue a lot more meaning into it than I do (“Fashion is my life!”), but for me, it’s a lot more simple. Fashion, like most other arts, is just a mode of expressing the mood (I admit that the pun was intended). Fashion expresses who I am now and who I want to be.  I guess, in a way, fashion makes the facade of the present concrete and invents what comes tomorrow.

Ah, this post is a mess. It’s just a jumble of random thoughts, but oh well. Here it is! I’m not going to keep it on my hands anymore. Maybe I’ll do a follow up post. I’m going to Chicago for Spring Break, and maybe I’ll do a fashion report on college campuses! (… NOT) Like I said, fashion really is not my forte. Don’t worry; I’ll go back to writing about other random things like drugs and bracelets… yeah.

P.S. I’m going to try to start writing about daily college drugs and illnesses…. maybe.

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